I have lost what I loved most.
A person that I felt made my life better.
But in the end it was not to be, and my beloved walked away.
perhaps no words can fill the emptiness that I feel.
No way to explain the pain in the chest when I am reminded of what I lost.
Only my brain that from time to time reminds me that life is as it is not as we wish it were,
and that she choose to leave.
Things are not clear in mind but I do know that if I am alone and that my future is in my hands,
I either find a way to use the pain as fuel to better myself or I fall into a hole of darkness which may take year to or a lifetime to exit.
I choose life and a better future, she left and now I leave her memories behind, for there is no way to go forward while firmly anchored in the past.
